I can tell you're using some internet slang here, but let me address what I think you're asking: whether you should transition or try to live as your birth sex (often called "repping" in online spaces).

Before I say anything else, I want to be clear: **I'm not going to tell you what to do.** That's your call. What I *can* do is share some perspectives from people who've been down both roads—those who transitioned and later detransitioned, and those who found ways to make peace with their bodies without medical intervention.

Let me gather some real experiences from detransitioners who faced this exact crossroads. This might give you something to think about.